and so i rambling.. :)

i hve about 2 months before i enroll in Unikl MIAT. and what is that if you may ask; That my dear friend, is the University Kuala Lumpur Malaysian Institute Of Aviation Technology. grand isn't it? its name alone make me shudder with wild assumption and not to forget scared thought. hahahaha. im taking Diploma in Aircraft Maintenance Technology (avionics). for almost ten years i study in science stream. i dedicated all my life to become a doctor. or else something related to the career. alas, it turned out god have prepared something much better for me. something that HE trusted me to handle. yeapp, i don't achieve a really good results, sure HE have planned my journey well. i trusted HIM. i always have. :D

yet, as the clock ticks, i myself cannot fathom the thought of nervousness and lack of confidence in myself. what if i cannot perform well? what if i have problems with the subjects? as you perfectly know, i would study to become an aircraft maintenance. an engineer in aircraft!! its not a popular job prospect for women you know? the percentage of women admission in that university is 3:30. i have checked that. believe me. so what if i am the only girl in my class? and how on earth am i going to cope with that for the coming 3 whole years? my mind is full with what if this, what if that, etc.. god help me. i beg you!

another disastrous thought, enough to make you jump in your car, drive to the nearest cliff and jump to your death. the orientation week or minggu silaturahim as they named it there. the seniors woud bully their junior. its a tradition. heyy, it happened everywhere. not just in Malaysia.. yeahh. but im happy cause when i checked online, the students did not mention anything about bully in Unikl. well, thats a good news. at least i don't have to suffer. i really cannot stand the activities. whatever it is. i am not design to that i suppose. :p i have paper thin of endurance. hahaha. oke, nextt!!

well, i hope this litte extract will give you lights on what am i going to write after this..
              “Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh?" he whispered.
              "Yes, Piglet?"
               "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's hand. "I just wanted to be sure of you.” 
                A.A Milne, Winnie The Pooh
and this also,
                “We'll be Friends Forever, won't we, Pooh?' asked Piglet.
                 Even longer,' Pooh answered.”

                 A.A Milne, Winnie The Pooh 

so now you know right?

yeapp, its about friends. i make many friends as i lived. we will always meet new people no matter where we are and what we're doing. i have lots of friends. tons actually, if the not-really-best-of-friend is counted. yeah, i love making friends. in fact lots of them are my bestest of friend ever. Izma Roiifah Rosli, Dyg Nuru Syuhada Ag Saripuddin, Rosmawati Dora, Nur Syazana Anuar Hamdan, Tiara Fatin Nasip, Aqilah Bazlah Md Rasid, Siti Faidatul Ramos, Siti Nurfadilah Jaini, Fadzliah Brahim, Nur Farahin Saapilin, Nas Feriza Nasir, Dyg Kamilah Syazwani, Nur Hamidah Basrin, Nur Syazana Sainal, Imelda Flora Juliti, Siti Debitha Dawinda Bairi, Azirah Nordin, Suriana Sunario, Nur Qufareha Raipin, Vivian Selamat and Bibie Marnie Durin. these all are my tears when i cry, laughter whenever im happy and become my punching bag if i turning hulk. haha. i love them. sure i going to miss them. whatever you do good luck and don't forget, i miss you! :) the reason why i write their full name is because i don't want to forget it. i got an old habit of forgetting something important. this is important for me. old habit die hard. so in the next post im going to write a brief biodata about them. from my personal view. from my two whole years experience befriend with them. so, until then. <3 and ohh, i still love him y'know? that afad. haihh. that too, my dear friend, old feelings die hard.